What is a friend?

how much is enough? you can b thee best friend u can be but still get fucked over. im starting to think that being friendless is the best way to go since i grew up with no friends to begin with. some might say im not people friendly but i damn sure wont fuck anyone over. its like this; either u have a friend who is real with u some times too real or...deal with back stabbing. id rather have a person to keep it as real as possible because im a very forgiving person but...what i can forgive is lying. if i give you my word that im going to forgive u then u as my friend should believe me. which leads me to my story..lol. so i have this friend. She been down since middle school and shit. but she lies to me. about big shit. but thats not the point. she messed with a couple of my exes behind my back. she lies about it at first. then the truth comes out later. i dont understand it. why is it so damn hard 2 b honest? so we in vegas and shit. you know..partying...drinking..shit like that. and i get so damn drunk i forget thee whole damn night. but anyways. i knew this guy from long beach that was out there on business and he was at the bar with me and her just drinking and shit. so i get too drunk and he walks me to the front of the hotel i was staying at. not to the room just the front. she tells my auntie im fucking the boy. but she ended up looking dumb cuz my auntie came up 2 the room and i was there. then she came to the room and my auntie left. my cousin and her friends came 2 the room and from what i was told she was having a major confession session. she said she wanted to fuck my boy friend and she fucked more of my exes and all kinda shit...like wtf. so yea i dont kno what a friend is. cuz if thats a friend....illl ride out alone