Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Confessions Of A Broken Heart

i BELiEVE i SPEAK FOR EVERY LiTTLE GiRL WHO EVER WiSHED TO BE iN LOVE AND DREAMS WHERE SHATTERED COMPLETLY BY A BOY WHO WHAT THOUGHT TO B THAT PRiNCE CHARMiNG.
ONCE UPON A TiME i WAS iN LOVE WiTH A BOY. HE WAS MORE THAN WHAT MOST CONSiDER AMAZiNG. YOU KNO HOW iT iS WHEN U LiKE A BOY AND U WANNA TELL HiM THAT HE MAKES YOUR STOMACH DO NUMEROUS BACK FLiPS AND HE iS ALL YOU THiNK OF BEFORE U GO 2 SLEEP AND YOUR FiRST THOUGHT WHEN YOU WAKE UP. BUT UR YOUNG AND DONT KNO iF THEY FEEL THAA SAME. BUT WiTH MY STORY i KNEW HE KiNDA FELT THAA SAME BUT i FELT i WASNT THAT iT GiRL. TiME AND TiME AGAiN i TRiED TO GO ABOVE AND BEYOND THAA CALL OF DUTY JUST TO SHOW HIM HEY iM HERE FOR U i WANT YOU. BUT HE SEEMED TO ALWAYS HAVE A NEW GiRL. ALWAYS ANOTHER AND NEVER ME. BUT FOR YEARS i WOULD HOLD ON WAiTiNG FOR HiM 2 COME AROUND. HE WOULD ALWAYS FiLL ME UP WiTH HOPE THEN THE NEXT HE WAS WiTH A NEW GiRL. KiSSiNG ON HER. LOViNG HER AND NEVER ME. i WAS A FAiTHFUL REBOUND TO HIM. NOW i KNO U PROBABLY THiNKiNG LiKE HEY SHE A DUMB BiTCH. BUT iM NOT i WAS JUST A GiRL WHO THOUGHT SHE FOUND MR RiGHT AND HE WAS LOOKING FOR MRS. RiGHT NOW. SOMETiMES PPL COME iN YOUR LiFE AND ARE ONLY SUPPOSE 2 B THERE FOR A SEASON BUT SOME JUST LiKE ME MAKE THEM STAY LONGER THAN RECOMMENDED. BUT ALL IN ALL WE ESTABLISHED A BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP. ALL THAA TEARS AND YEARS MADE US AN UNBREAKABLE BOND. NOT A RELATiONSHiP BUT A LiFETiME FRiENDSHiP. HE WiLL ALWAYS HOLD A BiG PART OF MY HEART. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM

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